Authentic Expression 04: DO IT ANYWAY!

May 5, 2024 7:31 PM

I wrote the below exert on April 23, 2024. Just thought I would share what’s been on my mind.

Today I worked from home for eight hours. I took my dog on two walks and bathe him. I also did the dishes. I even worked out, but if I’m not creating then I don’t feel like I’ve done enough. Whether it’s a hit or not, it’s something in this world that I do for me and I enjoy what I do. I feel as though I operate in my own lane but I feel that I haven’t been pouring into myself & the things that I desire like I should be. I’ve never been consistent enough. I always feel that I have to present the final product which takes time, hard work, and effort but true emphasis on time. In my craft, I use my time to grow and develop that way when I do say what I have to say or produce an episode it’s from a space of completion and full knowledge of what I’ve experienced. It’s been analyzed and it’s ready for the world to see, feel, hold, and experience. My partner tells me often that people want to experience you when you’re actively going through something; they want to be taken on the journey with you. That’s what builds the true relationship - raw, honest, open, transparency - right in the moment. I am working on doing that. I am coming back and I am coming everyday no matter what is going on. I am taking risks and tackling challenges. I am doing the work and as I go I will share. I want to build a community based on true love and honesty. I am committed to being my best self and sharing that experience as I go in hopes that I will find my tribe and we will get to share this experience together. Maybe one day we will get the chance to meet up and have a cup of tea. ~ with soul much love and until next time, Makayla Danielle.

This is my purposeful creation. I am doing it anyway - the first time around, for me.